понеделник, декември 19, 2011

OST of the life: Para-para-prardise dreams

When she was just a girl
She expected the world
But it flew away from her reach so
She ran away in her sleep
and dreamed of
Para-para-paradise, Para-para-paradise, Para-para-paradise
Every time she closed her eyes

неделя, декември 11, 2011

В кавички:

"“Everything is so complicated. I get angry for no reason and I feel like I’m going crazy. It hurts so much that I feel like I’m getting sea sick. My head hurts so much that I start to tear. I was becoming a slave of my temper. I thought that I was losing myself, losing my identity..."

събота, декември 10, 2011

OST of the life: I don't love you

I was going to do that
I was going to go back
Yea, your coldness did have a reason

When your touch was gone
I realized that my heart had left

Because of a lingering attachment that asked "what if.."
I comforted myself
Now I am more pitiful for doing this to myself
Now I will really erase you
All the memories too

Now I don't love you
And myself saying that is the same as you
Because i can't meet anyone else
Because I can't love again
Like a fool, I don't love you
And you who is saying that, are the one I love
I hope you forget me, please erase me

Like a fool I didn't know
I didn't know about you two
Trying to remember us--
That was all a part of my greed

Even though I promised myself,
I open my eyes every morning
and pray for you who passed by
for you not to forget me

Please, the one thing I am hoping for right now
Is for you not to speak about me so easily
Instead just say that you don't know me
You will know after time, about the value of my love

Now I don't love you
And myself saying that is the same as you
Because i can't meet anyone else
Because I can't love again
Like a fool, I don't love you
And you who is saying that, are the one I love
I hope you forget me, please erase me

The seat without me, the seat that is not me
Don't fill it with love
If we can meet again
If we can love again
It'll hurt but I love you
I will watch over you and I love you
Because I couldn't say these words...